I Don't Like This...

So I am applying for a job in Alaska for a temporary job at a fish cannery. The application is online. I can't think and all of a sudden and I don't care. Yet I do. I want to at least fill out something as simple as a stupid application, but I feel like I've given up already. >_< I am struggling with the description of my job duties... Part of it may be that I am not the only one pushing myself to fill it it out. But now I want nothing to do with anybody and I want to go disappear. It is VERY frustrating to deal with this right now.